First. Long. Status. In. FB. (Today)

Today

Waking up this morning with this strong urge to express myself. I don't like to post status or pour out feeling in FB. It makes me feels stupid and I adore my privacy to the max (no offence to those who post their status in FB, the word "stupid" only refers to myself if I did it). The most I would post in my personal wall (to date) would be the word "today". It indicates something of the day. But the today of today would have extra words from me.

If you know the power/energy in the universe, you would get the gist in this post. Going through second year in university life, make me understand human more. Thank you for this learning experience that I dont have to pay a single cent. In this universe, it takes the signal from a person's will power. What you get would come from what you fantasize strongly everyday. Okay, and you get to realize your fantasy. You put effort in managing it well. Your intention of doing so is not only for your own benefits, but for the people you want to give service.

A newbies feeling excited with the variety of fun and experience they can obtain when they join activities without merit marks as their priority. Some claim that they are living their life to the fullest when they are managing academics and participating activities at the same time. They are able to move on continuously, effortlessly and still able to maintain the spirit to want more.

Why?

It is because they have support from the society, friends, families, organization and also they found meaning to continue. This may sound cliche but it is true. When there are friends who willing to be with you to go through everything, it makes u feel strongly that you are not alone. If you can see from another perspective, energy from your will power is exuded and your energy is replenished from your friends support.

But when the energy from you is not reflected back to you, your heart will wilt eventually just like a flower.

The next stage of your life is you are now a leader. You held programs with good intention. But,but and but. They dont get why you are doing it. They cant be bothered on your effort and their priority is not on you or your organization. Your noble intention is eventually flushed into a toilet bowl.

It is crystal clear that a singing competition is held because there are avid and talented people who want a platform to share it. It is crystal clear that there is a supermarket because there is a demand from consumers. It is crystal clear that there is awareness program because there is a person who wants to spread the goodness. It is crystal clear that an organization can keep going for 25, 50, or 100 years, all remain because the people understand the value of support.

This universe needs to be fed with energy and then only it can feed you back with spirit.

"Don't judge people. You dont know what kind of battle they are facing".

This is a quote I love because I couldnt agree more. And thats when I can continue to be tolerance and positive. But to be honest, the energy to keep the spirit is getting lower and lower and lower in me. Whenever I see some friends with dejected faces, I wonder are they in the same boat as me. I observe how they overcome this: some choose to reject all from coming, saying that I wish not to be in the same platform with the person i work with in the past event; some say lets just quit; some say let's just terminate it; some say im done and lets pass it to the next generation.

This is how human behaves when they are not paid with $$$ for things they do.Mind you, there is this thing call karma. And that's all I have to say. No offence to anyone.

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# Reading what I have wrote again and again just made me in tears.

The Next Year's Today

Today, 7th of May 2013. Black is profile picture for most of FB user upon BN victory in reigning the country. While me, still struggling for better profile picture to replace MKC picture; couldn't be bother about GE 13 lest I'll be depressed and shed tears like Vivian and also reached the limit that I slept as early as 2300 while neighbours were hollering about the results. Rest despite the hullabaloo does not mean I am not faithful to the country right?

Waking up in the morning, feeling strongly that time is sprinted so swiftly that it is Week 11 now. Assignments are abundant that now I feel strongly about deadline. The Last Year's Today was a more relaxing one; watching all my friends rushing for assignments before the time bet them.

Waking up this morning, not sensing CZ enveloping me. However, assignments are really bothering me. The clueless approach on accomplishing it or the own overly high expectation on quality work? Both. Its 0855, five more minutes prior to EHS. Reluctance is what sticking my butt to the chair and eyes to the screen. Perky up. Everyday is a challenge and the challenge comes to you because you seek for it, and such act is not redundant but of own yearn to improve yourself. Cherish the moment.

Go to class now XD